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Scream Your Heart Out by GothicxPoison, literature

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Scream Your Heart Out

When you see the darkness flash before you within the black pits of the abyss, you'd be amazed at what you discover about yourself. "Scream your heart out" is what I've been told, and if you do so loud enough and pray for redemption within your heart and soul, only then can you find your true self. The world, itself, is in no peril as others may deem, but it is the innocents within the human civilization which are in danger. Tyranny reigns over us day and night throughout our lives and have done so for years on end. Look around you and you'll see precisely what I mean. Corrupted soul who look at themselves as chosen ones of luiberation only

Sin by GothicxPoison, literature

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Sin

For every sin commited, An angel spreads its wings, Sacrificed upon the altar Where its deathly gods shall sing To permiate the wind with their dark and shallow tones And bring fear to hearts of those whom defy their commanding moans. Cry for salvation and scream for forgiveness, But alone you'll stand in purgatory for every selfish act. You'd kill for glory, god, and victory Denying your true fate, But, again, you stand alone Against the horrors beyond the Gate. It's keeper shouts before you, Alone and unalive: "Forever damned, you shall not pass. In the mortal world you'll strive." You aimed for death of evil Throughout you

Maimed by GothicxPoison, literature

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Maimed

I will never surrender...to you I will never forget you. And though my heart longs to see you once more. I can never forgive you...for all the things you've done. You took my heart You maimed my soul You vanquished my salvation in life. What can I do To prove to you That I am real and we can coexist here. (I will never surrender. I can never forgive you) Realise your love Is nothing more than writings on the wall Your love, my life Give me no freedom to remain. Death strives, I die To sacrifice myself To you For you My soul belongs to you. You brought me To breathe Then my eternity would cease In your eyes I die For

Savior? by GothicxPoison, literature

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Savior?

Murderer (Female/Whisper) I see the bodies floodings streets I see their they're blood inside my mind I see their corpses on the wall In my sleep I see their eyes Save me, God Save me, someone Voices all around me Their words inside my head Voices of the damned and the voices of the dead Let me be in peace from my irrelivent existance Let me be free from torment and the pain of retribution Salvation comes to you When nights are dark and cold Intervention lost in darkest dreams Please...save me from my torment Bring me to my salvation Bring light from the horizon Save me from my endless torture Bring me to salvation finally

Salvation by GothicxPoison, literature

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Salvation

Forsaken in this life of forgotten salvation Bigots in this life bringing only damnation Fuck your dead forgiveness in this deadly combination Of heretics and divine infections waiting for salvation. Save my world from falling down before my eyes, now Forgiveness;Dedication; In alchemy to bring you back here Forsaken oblivion irrelevant to gods in heaven Deliver me from Hell in silence. Once we turn to ashes with forgotten extractions Of oils and of molecules used for condemnation, This world will turn to rust, Salvation turned to dust; Only with faith enduring can we keep from tragedy Now save us from Azreal's wrath, Keep us fr

Save This Savior by GothicxPoison, literature

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Save This Savior

Save my fucking soul From the demons in my hell And damnation well abound With salvation caged in prison cells To save a savior from utter chaos And of worlds utter death Among parasites in mortal souls With angels lost in faith With faith no longer living And beliefs forgotten past Save this savior from himself And humanity's fiery grasp Grant me life no longer With my hands no stained in blood From this world with faith oblivion In a world of damnists' flood Save this savior's soul Lying damned upon an ankh You Shadow Christ returns to you When the skies are raining blood.

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Scream Your Heart Out by GothicxPoison, literature

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Scream Your Heart Out

Falsehood and Lies by GothicxPoison, literature

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Falsehood and Lies

Your claim say you know everything about me. But look around and you shall see That all you know Is true to you. But in reality the truth remains, The your truth be nothing; Nothing but false claims. My past remains hidden. This you should know. You’ve been proven unworthy To myself and to all To learn would be folly, this I do see, For you’d create more lies, and set them to be. You’ve questioned my motives, You’ve questioned my pride, You’ve shut me away, With no place to hide. Through truth, through deception, Through panic, through peace Your lies they continues, With no desire to cease. M

Shades of Love and Flame by GothicxPoison, literature

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Shades of Love and Flame

You kiss me then you leave me then you kissed me again. You told me that you loved me yet you played mind games with my head. You hated me and lied to me as you stood behind the line. And now I am standing here as though everything is fine. Some day I will cross that line and show you what you’ve done. I thought it was torture while you thought it all was fun. As I sit here all alone thinking all about the past, my heart is slowly breaking just as thought it were just glass. Every tear that fell for you, had I kept them in a jar, would fill a million jars or two though it would not get me too far. My love for you has

Un-named by GothicxPoison, literature

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Un-named

My soul stands in darkness as my heart turns to light. My body withers away as I stand upon this blight. The time is here, the time is now To decide our paths no matter how. My soul’s been corrupted, My heart has slipped away. They’ve both been torn to nothing By my body’s mass decay. As time had passed My heart had rejoiced. But it again fell apart As though it were nothing but glass. More time had come, more time had gone, I thought I could never find The thing in which I long. The heart of another, The depletion of fears, But everything falls apart Just as it’s done throughout the years. My soul’

Gothic Poison by GothicxPoison, literature

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Gothic Poison

Gothic Poison, a wonder to all, Thought to bring peril and cause men to fall. Though it be not the case, for the venom be not real, It's soul still remains in a shadowed red viel. Created by fears of difference and change, Whilst its highway of life shall ever change lanes. A bane to those whom see it in fear, A bless to those whom hold it near. A Gothic Poison said to kill all; A Poison in which has no sight nor call. Forever feared by those without sight, Damned to the eyes of those whom fight for the light. Yet to this day it sits behind, Waiting for the end of the days of the blind.

Heavens Fade by GothicxPoison, literature

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Heavens Fade

chorus] Heavens fade Heavens fade The Hells uphold the mortal law As mortals see their final flaw Heavens fade Heavens Fail Heavens fade [verse 1] Infernal heat; a guide through the tide heroes wimper as they hide Mother comes to fight beside And they see their one true guide [bridge] The Hells now crawl in shadow whim As day tide comes to banish him Winter snow to slay them all In final death they see their flaw [chorus 2] Heavens fade Heavens fade The Hells ha'th fall'n beneath our wall Our lives now gone, we fly for all Heavens fade Heavens fade Shadows fall [verse 2] Our lives now gone Once and for all We fly

Ruby by GothicxPoison, literature

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Ruby

A ruby an eye, A soft shallow sigh. A sigh of dispair, Yet no one shows care. Care of the pain, Of a life now slain. The ruby now dark, As dark as his heart. But hark the sound As deities run aground To live as one of us! Though to only cause more a fuss For the mortals, aware, now see the truth That such Deities had no true youth. Never existant from times never been, Alawys alive from words we've all seen. The ruby now gone, forever unseen, In a world and time that never will be.

Crimson Shadows by GothicxPoison, literature

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Crimson Shadows

The crimson stained sun, Now burried bu the peaks above, Sit in a shadowed harmony With the world which now serves as gloves. Gloves to a new birth. Of a new life to be. Of a child of night Whom barely knows to see. To see its corrupt heart, Its heart of lust, Willing to turn its essence, Its very being, into dust. A suicide of ages, so it was said. A child of only eight To soon be found dead. Dead by its will, By the dark in its heart, To serve its "Master," Forever damned, its body ever still. Away from its pain. Away from its hurt. The child turns away, A sense of sorrow in its heart. Why such an action? Goddess kno

Tear by GothicxPoison, literature

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Tear

Why must darkness consume the soul As if destruction were its goal? Why must sorrow consume the heart And cause everything to fall apart? In every tear which comes to be, Every one shall flow to the sea. But should the tear no make it so, Where then, now, shall it go? It cannot return, for it was made of pain, But no matter the outcome, it all remains the same It continues to wander, all with a sigh, Wondering the same thing, "...Why? ...Why? ...why?"

Night by GothicxPoison, literature

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Night

Every heart has bore a scar And still the knife be not too far. Far from night, and far from day, Still we refuse to hear its say. It cares for us and tells us so, But in the wrong direction we continue to go. Why must we follow? Why can't we lead? Why must we all continue to bleed? With an ounce of anger, the blood will stain the sky and grass, the snow and rain. But with an ounce of sadness, the world falls apart. The pain all comes forth and devours the heart. With life their is death, with death there is life. What will now happen to end our final strife?

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the Insane Asylum 'fav' by rainXXstorm, literature

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the Insane Asylum 'fav'

Thoughts are racing a thousand miles I fear I cannot keep up faces stare with diabolicle smiles, Sometimes I wish to give up. Eyes widen in pain that's killing me And their anger scares me more Spinning in circles that won't set me free Dizzying my racing mind with thoughts unsure. Tears begin cascading down from hollow eyes Life is being drained every second in time I feel as though I'm reliving every lie Everything torturing me, those that aren't even mine. I'm knocked into medal bars upon the window Of this prison I'm forever enslaved All of sanity leaves, and my heart is numb and hollow Endlessly, my reality tends to cascad

Dying Silence by rainXXstorm, literature

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Dying Silence

3 A.M. and the sky is pitchy black I lie awake and can hear my own Heartbeat in this nothing. A thousand hands hovering over me Apparitions that'll throw me back down If I try to escape. My room is coated with a pulse Of dying breaths and faint voices That'll never leave these doors and windows Oh how it's so hollow, so fatal As I am motionless in bed. Fears overwhelm the thoughts in my head The shine in my eyes Go dim The color in my skin Goes pale As one by one they shower me With whispers, with laughter Tormented by this dying silence, as it continues To grow in my hears, to live in my veins Wide awake Just before I ca

Oblivion by rainXXstorm, literature

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Oblivion

"Oblivion" Am I an insignificance of my own existance? Am I a forgotten soul that none can behold? Am I a figment of an imagination with no obligation? Am I a broken heart that's been broken from the start? Do you realize the torment behind these eyes? You see nothing in me; not the one I was meant to be. And you look at me once more, everything in me you ignore. Nothing; an innocence forgotten. So torn and fray Dismantled and wasted away. In a field of oblivion

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Favourite genre of music: rock/hard rock/gothic/celtic
Personal Quote: Father, mother, daughter, son. Heart of many, mind of none.

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The Crow

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The Cruxshadows, Loreena McKennitt, Disturbed, Marilyn Manson

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Edgar Allan Poe, R.A. Salvatore

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World of Warcraft

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mind, heart, and soul

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music, writing, singing

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GothicxPoison

Jun 29, 2008

A History Lesson in the Eyes of Philosophy

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If you are one to follow life blindly by a thread on your neck, I suggest you turn away now and do not continue reading. However, if you are one to question life and other things in any way, shape, or form I ask that you read what I have to say... How  do we know numerology goes as it does? 1..2..3..4..5.. How do we know? Teacher's taught us all our lives? It's written in textbooks around the globe? What's next? You're going to go to Romania and search for an invisable Scholomance just because the book Hell on Earth said it's there? Please. With nermorology, we "know" what we do because we are taught it from day one. If you were taught t

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GothicxPoison

Aug 26, 2007

Balance

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Idk. I just...kinda got started thinking again. Mainly this time about the balance of Nature. I understand life works in a balance. Life is balanced by death - when person A is born, person Alpha dies. Black is balanced by white - white is the absence of black, black is the absence of white. Mortality balances divinity. And most importantly, Humanity balances Nature. Nature gives Her part, and Humanity returns their's with an equal offer. But humanity anymore has forgotten that such a balance exists and has started to take more than their share of Nature's gifts without equal return. She gives gold bricks while humanity gives dust in return..

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GothicxPoison

Aug 22, 2007

dream issues

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Had an..extremely wierd dream last night that don't make any sense whatsoever..even through dream interperatation sites. Hopefully someone can help me with it. i was at a bar with a bunch of demons and one of them was a pack of marborol reds o.O xD and something happened that the bartender dude ran outta drinks [green cool aid o.O] cuz it was a party thing and they were gonna kill the bartender so i made a deal with them that id get more drinks and would serve them and if i didnt they could kill me...then i was at the little deli mart gas station thing in the town i used to live in with a big bag of machine parts and i put them on the counte

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Possessed-Aeon

Nov 29, 2008

Thanks for the add and the fav ^^

Aloe. I find you.

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Journal Entry: Sun Aug 26, 2007, 1:02 PM

hmmm time to update, and come back! i miss you! you havent been on for like 2 months. and i have no one to talkkk toooo :<

GothicxPoison

Jun 29, 2008

Psh. I just did update

You saw my most recent piece but my new journal you may find interesting. :]

nattavii08

Mar 2, 2008

Offline for 4w 4d 21h 29m 34s

*cries* dont abandon dA.. we all miss you!

GothicxPoison

Apr 4, 2008

finee..if i hafta

ill log on once and a while lol

nattavii08

Apr 5, 2008

when i saw gothicpoison on the message list i had to read this one first! lol woooot your on for once.